TMI Thursday: I confess…

Sean at Just a Jeep Guy started it, now all the cool kids are doing it (The ones I know about are listed in the sidebar).

I CONFESS

• My worst habit is... procrastination
• I have a crush on... a number of sexy bears I’ve befriended on Facebook and the blogosphere (I’m looking at you Buddy Bear, Cubby and Sean) It’s sometimes difficult not to be a complete stalker.
• I pretend to like ??? but actually hate??? … I try not do that anymore. I say… be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.
• I did a bad bad thing, once! How bad and what was it?… Gawd… as I scan my brain for the bad things I’ve done they have the same theme…my actions and words resulted in hurting someone I cared for . 
• My secret desire is... to find fulfillment with what I have and what I’ve accomplished.
• I don't want to ever.... pretend to enjoy things I don’t enjoy, be someone I’m not or do things just because it’s socially acceptable in order to get someone to like me.
• I often have thoughts of doing... running away to a foreign land and kicking loose the bonds of responsibility. But then that would have hurtful consequences mentioned earlier.
• My guilty pleasure is... watching lots of porn and fantasizing about being a part of the action.

BONUS

Who or what have you done sexually that you feel most guilty about? Not ashamed, just guilty. Would you do it again?
* I haven’t discovered it yet… but I keep trying. If you have a suggestion, please comment with details and how we can make it happen.

SUPER DUPER BONUS QUESTION

Confess one act or thought or fact you have never told anyone ANONYMOUSLY in the comments separate from your other answers!